Summer Log #4

I am gradually returning to the mindset that should have been there all along: consistency and good intentions eventually pay off. Many things are not worth this much mental struggle. I am too young to give up. Falling is natural, getting hurt is natural, making mistakes is natural, and even repeating mistakes is natural—but staying down is a choice we make ourselves. After all, we aren’t useless; we want to progress, learn more, do important and interesting work, be useful, be helpful, and well, be human.

我正逐渐回归到本该拥有的心态：坚持和善意终会有回报。很多事情不值得如此内耗。我还太年轻，不能轻言放弃。跌倒很正常，受伤很正常，犯错很正常，甚至重复犯错也很正常——但原地踏步是我们自己的选择。毕竟，我们并非一无是处；我们渴望进步，渴望了解更多，渴望做些重要且有趣的事，渴望变得有用、有价值，当然，也渴望做一个真实的人。

I am slowly bringing back some habits I had drifted away from into my routine, little by little, without rushing, and without trying to change everything overnight. I also started a personal project these past few days; it occupies almost all my thoughts. I’ve set the deadline for next Friday. If everything goes according to plan, I will release the source code.

我正在慢慢将一些曾经疏远的习惯重新带回日常生活中，一点一点地来，不急于求成，也不试图一夜之间改变所有。这几天我还开启了一个个人项目，它几乎占据了我所有的思绪。我把截止日期定在了下周五，如果一切按计划进行，我会公开它的源代码。

I read an article today, and this part was interesting: why blogs are still important. Nowadays, anyone can ask AI how to do something and get an answer in seconds. So, I don’t think the value of these logs lies in teaching. What no model can write on my behalf is my own path—what “stupid” things I got stuck on today that AI might find trivial, what I messed up, what I learned, or even why a book or a conversation stayed with me. Perhaps that is why, rather than telling you how to do something, I prefer to write about how I did it. And even when everything seems dark, a corner of my mind is still quietly saying: keep going.

今天读到一篇文章，其中关于“为什么博客依然重要”的部分很有趣。如今，任何人都可以问 AI 如何做某事，并在几秒钟内得到答案。所以我认为，这些日志的价值不在于教学。没有任何模型能代替我书写的，是我自己的路径——比如今天我在哪些 AI 看来“愚蠢”的事情上卡住了，我搞砸了什么，我学到了什么，甚至为什么某本书或某次对话让我印象深刻。也许正因如此，比起教你如何去做，我更喜欢记录我是如何做的。即便当一切看起来黯淡无光时，我内心深处依然有一个角落轻声说着：继续前行。